I’ve gone on a handful of online dates over the past few years and that have never resulted in a second date. Somehow the first person I decided to have a conversation during my most recent fory turned into a good date, and now a good series of dates.
Everything has been going well and for the first time in a long time I feel like I’m getting attached.
Yesterday out of boredom I signed onto the dating site where I met for the first time in a long time.
I’m pretty savvy with my online privacy settings and avoided clicking on his profile, so he couldn’t see that I had visited it.
He’s only been kind, open and considerate towards me so I’m worried it means I’m not enough relationship material for him.
This is going to sound weird and maybe a little conceited, but I’ve never been the one in the relationship to like the other person more than they like me.
I’ve logged on occasionally to read messages people have sent me and browse out of boredom, but I would describe myself as no longer actively looking.
I’m fully aware of the irony of this, being that I had to be online as well in order see him. It doesn’t help that he’s been in many long-term relationships and doesn’t do one-night stands.
However I did manage to see that he was “online now.” Since then I’ve gone on twice since and seen that he has logged on twice since as well.
We have never had a talk about exclusivity, so this is all fair game.